SO TOMORROW (technically today) my lovely girl glorious is coming out! And while I am not very good at being active, I will be even less active than usual.

So week-ish hiatus, I might come on idk.

BUT.

♥

Love you guys.

Gaaah school is kicking my ass forever. And shit my house is cold. We need to fix our goddamn furnace so it heats more than like, one room.

BUT

In five days I am going to see my favorite girl for a whole week ♥ School and cold rooms and all that junk doesn't matter because I can hold my beautiful girl again ♥

...And I can hug her for warmth ;A;

My sister gave me her cold aaah.

I am so tired. Blaah I am glad today is now Friday because I will be able to sleep in on Saturday.

Also blaaah school. I just want to sleep and play Dragon Age all day.

I also don't think I got the jobs I applied for. Ugh.

Hurr done complaining now.

I'M DYYYYIIIINNNNGGGG

well, not really. but it felt like it earlier. i have this strange stomach thing since monday night, and it is now just going away.

I CAN EAT REGULAR FOOD AGAIN I AM SO HAPPY ;A;

But oh my gosh I am so excited for tomorrow. I am helping my mom make pumpkin pie and pumpkin cupcakes eeee. I love pumpkin desserts like crazy. And then on Thursday I am helping her make rolls~ And my sister is coming home tomorrow I am so excited ♥

And yes that has been my exciting week. I also have played WoW. My life is so eventful.

Anyone remember this troll? (icon) He was like, seriously the best troll ever. He didn't even do anything and people fucking raged. Ugly icons are serious business guys.

Ahahaha.

Man now I am up at 4. I don't know why I do this, I just get hella tired. I'm not even doing anything ffff.

But but but. I am replaying Abyss and oh man I totally forgot why I loved that game so much. It is so amazing ;A; But holy fuck Largo is tall. It's like, Tales of Midgets next to him. But I am loving everyone so much more this time around. You get all the foreshadowing and little nuances and it's just. Lovely.

But I am playing on Hard mode and. I think I accidentally bought 1/2 EXP instead of 2x. OOPS. I use so many apple gels |D;; thank god I transferred my gald.

Also remember when I used to post writing junk? Would people be interested if I started doing it for Abyss? 'Cause i r writinz stuff. And I even wrote gen, omfg.

SO RIGHT RAMBLING WOOHOO. ilu guuuuys.

doing this before i forget

clearing out inactive journals, and a few people i don't feel close to. you're all lovely, kisses.

comments are screened so like, say stuff and all that jazz. if you still wanna be friends that's cool, just tell me.

oh my god i don't check my lj for like, 2 or 3 days and it explodes. what the hell.

ANYWAY.

my life is unexciting as per usual. it is 3 and i am tired. i watching a clockwork orange in english and it is awesome. and my cutie bethy tagged me for a meme, so oh my golly here it is.

FIRST: If you've been tagged, you must write your answers in your own LJ and replace any question that you dislike with a new, original question.
SECOND: Tag eight sexy people. Don't refuse to do that like a pansy.
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It is 5:20 in the morning and I am not sleeping.

I am writing porn.

I make awesome life choices y/n

Hello hello, flist! I'm sorry about not being on lately, I'm very much spacy right now. So quick update in bullet point form.

- Saw Regina Spektor on Friday! The concert was so amazing, and she's so impossibly cute. I just want to give her a big hug.

- Halloween! Was spent eating candy and watching horror movies. Good times.

- Until next Tuesday, I don't have morning class. So I go to school at noon 8D
+ Aaaand, today, tomorrow, and maybe Monday, I'm just going to be eating popcorn and watching A Clockwork Orange in English. Pretty sweet.

- For all those freaks out on my flist, come join gurodressing! Pan-fandom, no sign up needed, and very friendly. You don't even have to be into mutiliation, just a little violence and mindfuck is all good~ please don't defriend me

And that's my week. How are y'all?

hm hm, i'm still alive.

my life has been very boring lately. i've just been playing wow and working on a paper lately. i'm not doing anything for halloween, just passing out candy.

i've been tired lately. i hope you all are well.

This video is something that everyone needs to watch.

I know a lot of people don't click on those links, but it's not too long and I think it's good to see, at least one. It changed how i view things, a lot.

i love you all.

My mother was an alcoholic. Or is, I guess you never stop being one, but she's been sober 9 years this November.

I don't remember a lot of when she was drunk, I was pretty young. She just was passed out a lot, and sometimes said mean things.

But I'm really proud of my mom. She was so close to just, dying, basically, and she got through treatment and she hasn't relapsed. I don't know what I'd do without her.



i shouldn't write these things at 2:30, now i'm all, crying and mushy.

So i kinda sorta forgot about updating. Oops.

Well, my life is pretty boring, so it's not like anything's being missed. I was feeling sorta down but I'm alright, and Felix is much better except he has a bit of an infection.

BUT! On Saturday I went to the aquarium :O oh fuck I love aquariums ;A; SHAAARKS

I-I love sharks. And and and they had a touch pool and I got to pet one ;A; And then I bought a little leopard stuffed animal and it is cute ♥

Yeah, that's the highlight of my week. What's up with y'all?

I'm looking over some of my old original stuff, and--

It's probably better than some of the shit I write now. It's not so lazy and blank. I always repeat the same phrases and words and feelings over and over again. It's such shit.

My old writing is a little amateurish, yeah, but it's just. It has so much more actual content to it, not just this, fucking drivel.

I didn't mean to go on the tangent, bah.

I'm looking over it, yeah, and I wish I had developed things more. I had all these ideas and no set story, characters and short pieces but no real plot. Some of it was actually planned, but--I couldn't give it a plot, or just.

I couldn't write it. I had one really well planned out, but I just could never write it. I forget a lot of it now, and some things I would have needed to research so much more, but it was good.

Of course, I suck at differentiating character voices, and things, so meh.

I wish I had more drive.

Okay, Felix ended up spending another night at the hospital, but he came back today and is doing alright. He's wearing like, this little tan turtleneck and it's actually really cute, haha. It's to cover the tube so he doesn't pull it out by accident.

Thank you who wished him a speedy recover, it was very sweet.

♥

so yeah, sorry about not being on lately

my cat, felix, is really sick. he stopped eating and his liver is really messed up, and we're gonna have to have him get surgery to put a tube down his neck and to his stomach so we can force feed him.

the surgery went well though, and he'll be coming home tomorrow. the treatment has a high survival rate, so he should be okay.

so yeah. that's what i've been up to.

yaaay it's my birthday i'm 18

oh hey there i'm not dead.

so super quick life update time!

+ school is going fine! not so stressed about it.
+ i got sims 3. have been playing that a looot.
+ discovered the very lovely tales of kink meme, where people actually fill out prompts. i've filled out 3 so far. should i link them, or does no one care?
+ i'm turning 18 this saturday! having some old friends over, because i haven't seen them in... 6+ months. so it'll be nice to see them again.
+ does anyone still read this?
+ i read entries, i'm sorry i've been even more fail about saying stuff


aaaand good night, i'm tired. take care y'all.

my birthday's in a week wooo. i'll finally be 18.

just gonna celebrate it with my family, maybe harvey too. maybe i'll invite kyle over. i don't think he has a crush on me anymore. and bethy too of course, but she won't be here which is lame. distance is lame.




in other news, school's okay. understanding math so far, and my english teacher likes me writing. pretty low stress, i get my work done in study hall and stuff.




i've developed this compulsive urge to clean when i'm upset though. it's annoying.